OH it is all going wrong this week.
Obviously the worst thing that is happening this week is me having to have my dog euthanised.
However, heaping shit upon shit upon shit I have just found this in my inbox.
I have rapid cycling bi-polar and I gave up work to look after my dying father 4 years ago. After he died I had a bad mental break of my own and am unable to work.
I keep this fundraiser page in the hope that one day someone will see it and my life will be changed be a generous few souls. So far it is just my friends that very generously help me out and they aren’t rich people.
My site helps me with my depression, the writing and blogging gives me something to do. I really don’t want to lose it and as I had paid this months bill I didn’t realise I hadn’t paid last months, I’m a mess at the moment, I can see a breakdown just inches from my face and it is just sheer willpower keeping it at bay.
If I have ever written a post about you or your art now is the time to help. Anything would be great, I owe them $20 dollars, so a tenner.
If you want to check out my Go Fund Me and see all the other things that are driving me into a pit of despair, it’s here. If You just want to pay my help pay my web host donate to email@example.com ( I have had that email address for years, it’s the one for PayPal, it’s old and embarassing but whatever, sure many of you have worse!).
Edit: For those of you in the depths of despair, as I am, I advise ringing Health in Mind, or visiting their website. I am doing so tomorrow.
Evening reblog, nearly there.